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        by 
        Stephanie Marottek 
       Show me your face 
        you coward! 
        You stalk me silently, 
        no one knows you're there, 
        but me. 
        You are a sneaky devil 
        but I know your tricks. 
        I can see your headlights 
        in the rearview mirror 
        as I drive late in the night. 
        I can feel your eyes upon 
        me 
        as i lie in bed 
        vainly trying to find sleep. 
        I know you are behind me 
         
        when I am in a crowd 
        watching my every move. 
        You wait by the corner 
        when I turn into the drive. 
        I've seen your tracks in 
        the garden 
        adn I know you are nearby 
        always. 
        So many times I've nearly 
        caught you, 
        but you ran. 
        Coward. 
        Hiding, avoiding confrontation. 
        But one of these days 
        you'll be relaxed and not 
        aware. 
        That's when I'll catch you, 
        I'll capture your evil ways. 
        And I'll take you to the 
        shed  
        and lock you in. 
        I'll call the police to 
        come 
        and get you. 
        They'll lock you up and 
         
        throw away the key! 
        And then I'll be free! 
        I see you now...... 
        I turn quickly and look 
        into your eyes- 
        startled. 
        You freeze and I see who 
        you are. 
        I recognize your face. 
        I weep 
        knowing I cannot turn you 
        in, 
        for you are too precious 
        to me. 
        I need you here by me, 
        even if it means torment. 
        To let you go would mean 
        more pain. 
        So I reach out 
        and take your hand 
        and draw you near in an 
        accepting embrace. 
        No one knows 
        or has seen you,  
        for you are mine alone, 
        you are my grief. 
        
       
        Stephanie is a prolific 
        poet who has been kind enough 
        to share her work 
        with all of us on the KotaPress 
        Yahoo Discussion Group. 
        I wanted to thank her again 
        for letting me share some 
        of that work here in the 
        Loss Journal, too!  
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